broken hearted

there is a boy
he's smart, mature, reliable, dependable..
and i fell in love with him

but then he loves somebody else
a pretty girl
she's beautiful, gorgeous, adorable..
even though i don't know her, but i know that she's perfect
at least, a perfect girl for him

that girl deserves him..
and this is where the story ends

it's easy to love than to be loved by someone
it's easy for me to be in love with him
and now i'm broken hearted!

i'm just hoping, only hope
someday you'll love me the way i love you.. :)

smile!

i know you have a lot of problems, cause i do. everybody does. but lemme share to you something. hide it for yourself. don't tell everyone that you are upset. it's like you're telling your weakness. what is that for? the one who always be loyal to you is yourself. so don't blame anyone if you're telling them that weak side of yours, and then that person somehow use it to 'attack' you in certain condition. hey who knows if someday, the person that used to be you very best friend or you thought that he/she's the only one, and so he/she knows you very well, will be the same person who makes you say, "i should not told him/her my stories."

so the point is, smile. keep smiling. when you smile, those who ruined your day will then be the loser. smile, and good things happen. smile, and you'll be happy. sometime if you can't handle it anymore, just cry. let the tears flow and carry you load down. but after that, cheer up, dear..

have you ever heard the word "poker face"? like in the middle of poker game, you should not show your emotions on your face. stay cool, stay calm. don't let the opponent knows your card's situation. just use it, somehow you'll need it.

and just so you know, the world is waiting for your smile. so, show your smile! :)

*sorry if there's a lot of grammatical errors, it's a process of learning :p

bye bye jowe

kemaren tanggal 18 September 2011 (Minggu), koko gue berangkat buat uni ke London (UK). sedih banget. mending ya kalo ke Singapore sih lebih gampang ditengokinnya. kalo ke UK kan jauh, berat di ongkos deh mau nengokin juga. Huhu.. I miss him so damn badly :'( #byebyejowe

ily SNSD :)

This is a picture from Oh! - SNSD Movie Clip.

I've told you before that i really love SNSD, especially for their style because they are soooooo cute! Eventhough their dances are not the best among kpopers, but i do like it! Just now i changed my twitter profile's background and used this picture :p

FYI, I've been learning some SNSD dances :) but still, I'm not better than them in dancing nor singing. I'm on the process of learning :p
gosh, i do love themmm <3 <3

a wish for all of us

oh ya, kalo uda bulan agustus, tentunya bakalan dateng banyak tugas dari skolah maupun kuliah. soo, ttp semangat yaa smuanya! rajin-rajin, jgn online mulu baik di facebook, twitter, msn, skype, ym, tumblr, dll.. inget tugas inget kerjaan, ntr keteteran gara" smsan/bbman mulu loh.. goodluck smuanya! :)

additional august wish

belakangan ini mood gue menganggu banget deh. suka kayak..maaf terkesan lebay, tp suka sedih sendiri gitu. gue jg ga tau kenapa. bingung malah kok bisa ya, tiba" berasa gitu. misalnya nih gue kan suka iseng buka twitter trus ngeliatin tweet" orang. ya mungkin berhubung ini tuh berbentuk text, jd kita ga tau gimana nada n ekspresi orang di dalam tweet mereka kan. jd ya kadang tuh bingung, "dia tuh marah sama gue ato bercanda sih?". ga jarang lho muncul pertanyaan gitu. n berhubung gue org nya rada moody-an, suka kebawa suasana gitu jadi sedih ga jelas. galauu galauuuu.. tambahan august wish deh; gue pengen jadi org yg lebih baik terlebih buat temen-temen, biar ga kepikiran terus kalo tweet org yg marah" tuh ternyata buat gue..amin :)

august wish, sowoneul malhaebwa!

wah, udah lama ga ngepost, jadi terharu ;;) *apasih*

sekarang udah awal bulan agustus. sekarang gue udah kelas 1 SMA. sedih sih ninggalin SMP dan berasanya jadi tua banget, tapi ya mau gimana lagi, kan waktu berjalan :)

intinya, gue kepisah-pisah sama temen-temen waktu di kelas 9, tepatnya 9D. dan itu juga ngundang sedikiiiit masalah. ga usah dibesar-besarin, intinya ada pihak yang menganggap "sesuatu" itu di copy copy (ditiru maksudnya) jadi ada yang berasa gak adil dan yaa..sedih gitu. dan ada juga pihak yang menganggap kalo itu sih fine fine aja.

dalam hal ini, ga ada yang salah kok. semua punya pandangan masing-masing. cuma cara kita menanggapi aja yang kadang mesti dirubah. kita kadang memang harus mikir kalo kita ada diposisi pihak yang lain itu, kita bakalan mikir yang sama kayak mereka nggak ya? jadi daripada kita saling mikir negatif satu sama lain, mendingan kita coba mengerti satu sama lain, betul? :)

oke, mengenai masuk bulan baru.. tentunya harus ada wish dong. kalo kata SNSD sih, sowoneul malhaebwa! yang artinya, tell me your wish. soalnya ada 'genie' yang bisa ngabulin wish kita (hope so..) :)
oh ya, gue mention itu soalnya gue demen banget sama SNSD. biarin aja mereka operasi plastik, yang penting jadinya cantik tuh. trus pinter dance and nari, gak cuma menang muka jadinya. love them, they are really cute, especially for their style. :p

gue cuma berharap, semoga bulan agustus ini membawa kebaikan aja deh.. ga ada masalah baik diawal tahun maupun diakhir tahun ajaran yang baru ini. kan capek ya kalo masalahan terus?
gue juga berharap semoga gue bisa mengubah sikap2 buruk gue, jadi gue juga bisa menghindari masalah yang seharusnya tuh kayak ga penting gitu buat diurusin.

oke deh, semoga august wish kita masing2 terkabul yaa.. Amin :D